Thoughts on 3AM

Not thoughts at 3AM, but rather thoughts on the idea of 3AM. Well, I'll get to that in a sec. First thing's first.

I didn't realize that the last two articles I commented on were written by the same person. They were found through different means on different days. Putting them together makes me sad. It paints a story of complaining about guys she dates and why she dumped them, while complaining also that other guys she has dated have dumped her. And in both situations feeling that the other party is at fault.

So, back to the topic at hand, 3AM. I don't like it. It's the time I realize that I'm in for a terrible morning. Either I'm not going to go to sleep until 5AM, or I'm not going to sleep. Before 3AM I have the choice of sleeping at any point I wish, but once 3AM rolls around I get a second wind. I'm sure the time varies for everyone, but it's at 3AM that I realize I'm not going to get a full night's sleep. Some people like the fact that they can feel awake a second time. I, on the other hand, wish that my body would say, "NO! Fuck you! Go the fuck to sleep! Right now!" Unfortunately, it says, "Well, you've made it this far. Just take another 2 hours while you're at it..." It's almost as spiteful as I am. Stupid body... Stop acting like me.

Haha! Writing things at stupid hours of the days makes me realize things about myself I'd rather not know. I would really like my body to act like something sensible, rather than like me. 3AM should just be taken off of the clock. There should be 2AM, and then just have 5AM 3 hours later, with nothing in between. Mostly because that's how it feels to me. 2AM should have 180 minutes packed into it. It wouldn't really change anything anyways. Everyone else who's even awake at that time would be just like me, in that they also wish they weren't so. And by "so" I mean "awake," not "like me." Everyone should wish to be like me, because I'm awesome.

Anyways, yes Specter, we should trade FF Dissidia friend cards. I've already beaten about 8 stories. Actually, I could even do one of my fancy reviews on Dissidia. Especially since it's a game that I like, and is rather unique in its execution, like most other games I talk about. Expect that eventually. Like after the next 6 month break from this blog.