Moving

Going to college today. I have words, but they do not convey what I'm feeling. I think that's how I've felt for a good chunk of "while." Well, now I'm sighing, because I know that I have to fit a couch into a dorm room, and I know I'll be rarghing when it inevitably doesn't fit. I really don't know if it will, and since god is still spiting me, I'm sure it won't. Then again, today could easily be a turning point. God could prove that he has feelings for me other than malice. I wonder how it's going to go. I wonder if god will forgive me. I wonder if my friends will.

That being said, I'm still not sure if I even believe in god. Though, I don't think that has much to do with moving. Maybe it does though, in that I have something to blame my moving misfortune upon, even though I know it was all my fault. He made me do it?

No. I'm the one sitting here and procrastinating by writing a blog post instead of actually working on moving. I wonder how late I can procrastinate this and still get all my stuff in on time. It really shouldn't be that hard, considering that I only really feel the need to move in a minifridge, computer, and clothes. The futon and other necessities can all come later since I live so close to home. Also, there won't be any space for the futon until at least a week from now. We didn't order bed lofts and there will probably be some repercussions because of that. For one, there won't be any space for moving in a couch.

I also don't know how I'm going to be able to set up all the electronics that I plan to move in. I will need a power splitter, and a surge protector would be nice. I think I will also need about 2 feet of extension cord, which is expressly forbidden from the dorm rooms. Thankfully, it would be hidden underneath a sleeping implement, be it futon or bed.

I wonder when most students are planning on moving in. Are they all going to come at 4 or are many going to wait until the last moment. And then, would that last moment be on Sunday at 10pm? I assume people will be moving in all weekend, but there's no easy way to be sure of that. I also assume many people are going to be late, but once again, I can't really know until I see it. I also think there are going to be quite a few people who showed up a little early, and will therefore be waiting for the 4pm opening time, so I don't really wanna catch the opening rush.

There are just so many things to consider when moving into a new room, and it only becomes a ton more hectic when hundreds of people are doing so simultaneously and in the same building.

Just thinking about all the things that are supposed to happen today is making me nervous. I generally am not nervous at all, but right now I can't stop the shaking. I've moved in to a college room before, but this is a new day. It's one I haven't experienced before.