Work was fun. Then it became boring. Then it started being pretty terrible because I was making quite a few mistakes. Now I have no more work, and I'm not feeling any better about where I am and what I'm doing. I'm not saying that the grass is always greener, but I realized that there's as little to do at work as there is here. I thought here would have games and free time to travel and visit friends, but I was wrong. Friends don't want visits. They have a ton of stuff already on their plates.
For example, school is coming up. I need to move in on Thursday. I thought it was Saturday, but I was wrong. I need to check in and move shtuff on Thursday of this coming week. Then I get the one weekend to hang out with friends before I have to get back to the grindstone. However, this grindstone will involve tons of friend meeting and happiness. Though I doubt I'll be able to participate in this happiness. I'm going to have so many things on my mind that I won't be able to emote much at all.
Then again, I find that will be much better than being bored here. Still, the grass is not always greener. Before I had a job, I knew that I didn't want one. When I was in school, I wanted it to not end. I know where I want to be. I want to be in an endless semester. Of course, if it's endless then I don't have to worry about finals and grades, since I usually only worry about that stuff the last few weeks of any semester anyways. I just want to live with the people that are the most important to me, and make sure that they stay that way.
Anyways, bitch bitch bitch, moan moan moan. I think I'm just complaining into the internet know, because I do have things to do. I just don't wanna do those. I want to do other things. Things that I can't necessarily do. This is just laziness turning into boredom. Really, I'm complaining about nothing, but like complaining, so I'm giving myself a reason to do so. Well, if you read my blog, then you already know that I complain frequently, so I don't know how much you mind me doing so again. Hm... I think I shall go back to game reviews. I do have time to do them, since school doesn't start up for another week. I guess then I would appease myself while helping my wonderful audience. It would be a win-win! Yay!
You should come visit me so we can play capoeira
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